chapter ten.

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you? What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay??!!!
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 I reached Mariam's house after 15 mins, and went straight to mariam's room.

Me: marymo shfeech!!!

Mariam was crying 7ail!! She wa barely breathing!

Me: amby mariam haday !!

I hugged her and asked her again : sh9ayr mariam?

Mariam barely talking : hdaitah!

Me: mnu ely hdaiteh!!

Mariam: abdullah :'(

Me: mnu hatha !!

Mariam: wa7d magiltlich 3anah bs t3abt mabi:'(

Me: inzain haday khala9 shnu mushkltich al7en!!

Mariam: ana 6fait jehazy mu ga3da arid bs mu gadra dzaitlah msg w 36aitah delete bbm :'(

Me: okay 36eni his pin

Mariam: shbetsawen?:'(

Me: mu inty matbenah?

Mariam: eeeh!! :'(

Me: bs bfukich mnah

Mariam: inzain sajlay pin: *****

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I added him then told him that mariam's brother saw him in her contacts list and he should stay away from her and bla bla bla you know all these stuff!
I slept at mariam's that night to be with her ..

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After 2 weeks,

I added jassim bbm .. I don't know why? But I didn't show him my picture yet! I just don't want to!

Jassim: jawan

Me: haa :p::

Jassim: elnas tgoul 3younha shy shnu ha o.o

Me: khashimha ::

Jassim: maku mnch fayda:p agoulich lw wa7d eyi ygoulch ena y7bich shtswen?

-my heart skipped a beat..

Me: maswi shy :p sh7aga elsu2al?

Jassim: y3ni btrthain tklmenah?

Me: 6ab3an la2 -.-

Jassim: ahaa laish?

Me: awl shy mabi akhoun thiqat ahaly feni thani shy twni sghera 3la hal suwalif!

Jassim: uff 3yl mta tkbren:p

Me: shnu mta tkbren b3ad lama akbr:p b3dain sh7aga ga3d tsa2l ana a9lan mabi aklm shnu ag3d a3ayb 3alli yklmon akher shy arou7 akalm !

Jassim: ahaa:p

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After few days .. Jassim didn't stop throwing "naghzat" on me -.-'
Jassim sent a broadcast: فديت منهو داخل القلب ساكن ..
يا جعلي ما افقده و أحزنه وابكيه ..
حبه في قلبي احتل كل الأماكن
يا رب طلبتك..
تحفظه لي و تخليه 3>3>
J** ♥♥

Me: ana?:$

Jassim: laa 9a7by

Me: malt 3laik-.-::

Jassim: la atghashmar 7gich fi J** ghairch y3ni =))

Me: shdrani 3nik ::

Jassim: 5ebla wallah =D

Me: shnu kl shy khebla mu khebla ana -.-

Jassim: wa'67 mu 5ebla klsh =))

*moment of silence*

Me: huufff thayg khelgi:(

Jassim: mn shnu mnu mza3lich!

Me: madry mt'thayga !

Jassim: hmm shloun nrathech!!!
- Jawounah za3lanh Jwounah za7lanh:O
-mnhuuuu yratheha mnhuuuu yratheha :/

Me: omg :s

Jassim: anaa aratheeha :p yala la kf

Me: khla9 mu z3lana
- bs latghani

Jassim: kaaaaak :$ :'(
-shwy rb3 sa3a ubouy mnadeni

Me: okay yala tyt :p
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-in another convo with my friend-

Me: agoulch g9ait gethla :p

Sara: ya 7maaraa wreni!!

Me: m3alg mu rathy ydzlich picture!

Sara: 76eha dp shd3wa 3laich!

Me: hmmm okay
*bma ina jassim said he'll be back in 15*
Sara: tshwg 3laich bl 3afia:*

Me: thankyou s7aila:$
And I removed the dp

I received a bbm from jassim

Jassim: yaaah yaah shnu ely twni shfta :o

Me: shnu o.o

Jassim: hathy enty ely twa bl 9oura? =))

-SHIT!

Me: ay 9oura shfek

Jassim: tstahblain ely twich 7a6t'ha!

Me: hmm eeh laish!

Jassim: ya 7mara tynenen!! Shku tgoulen inch jaikara? Kl hl jamal jeker yal thalma!!

Me: hooop hoooop =)) shfek 7sastni ini ashwaria al7en !

Jassim: malt 3laich zain :)

- days passed and things were the same .. Until one day..

Monday, may 15th

Jassim: jawan ana lazm agoulch shy..

Me: goouul

Jassim: jawan b9ra7a ana a7ibich! W inty kl ma ag6 3laich nghzat matfhmen!

Me: ...

My face was literally like this :| I was speechless! Although I knew that he loves me , I didn't expect him to say it !

- to be continued...