chapter ten.

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you? What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay??!!!
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 I reached Mariam's house after 15 mins, and went straight to mariam's room.

Me: marymo shfeech!!!

Mariam was crying 7ail!! She wa barely breathing!

Me: amby mariam haday !!

I hugged her and asked her again : sh9ayr mariam?

Mariam barely talking : hdaitah!

Me: mnu ely hdaiteh!!

Mariam: abdullah :'(

Me: mnu hatha !!

Mariam: wa7d magiltlich 3anah bs t3abt mabi:'(

Me: inzain haday khala9 shnu mushkltich al7en!!

Mariam: ana 6fait jehazy mu ga3da arid bs mu gadra dzaitlah msg w 36aitah delete bbm :'(

Me: okay 36eni his pin

Mariam: shbetsawen?:'(

Me: mu inty matbenah?

Mariam: eeeh!! :'(

Me: bs bfukich mnah

Mariam: inzain sajlay pin: *****

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I added him then told him that mariam's brother saw him in her contacts list and he should stay away from her and bla bla bla you know all these stuff!
I slept at mariam's that night to be with her ..

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After 2 weeks,

I added jassim bbm .. I don't know why? But I didn't show him my picture yet! I just don't want to!

Jassim: jawan

Me: haa :p::

Jassim: elnas tgoul 3younha shy shnu ha o.o

Me: khashimha ::

Jassim: maku mnch fayda:p agoulich lw wa7d eyi ygoulch ena y7bich shtswen?

-my heart skipped a beat..

Me: maswi shy :p sh7aga elsu2al?

Jassim: y3ni btrthain tklmenah?

Me: 6ab3an la2 -.-

Jassim: ahaa laish?

Me: awl shy mabi akhoun thiqat ahaly feni thani shy twni sghera 3la hal suwalif!

Jassim: uff 3yl mta tkbren:p

Me: shnu mta tkbren b3ad lama akbr:p b3dain sh7aga ga3d tsa2l ana a9lan mabi aklm shnu ag3d a3ayb 3alli yklmon akher shy arou7 akalm !

Jassim: ahaa:p

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After few days .. Jassim didn't stop throwing "naghzat" on me -.-'
Jassim sent a broadcast: فديت منهو داخل القلب ساكن ..
يا جعلي ما افقده و أحزنه وابكيه ..
حبه في قلبي احتل كل الأماكن
يا رب طلبتك..
تحفظه لي و تخليه 3>3>
J** ♥♥

Me: ana?:$

Jassim: laa 9a7by

Me: malt 3laik-.-::

Jassim: la atghashmar 7gich fi J** ghairch y3ni =))

Me: shdrani 3nik ::

Jassim: 5ebla wallah =D

Me: shnu kl shy khebla mu khebla ana -.-

Jassim: wa'67 mu 5ebla klsh =))

*moment of silence*

Me: huufff thayg khelgi:(

Jassim: mn shnu mnu mza3lich!

Me: madry mt'thayga !

Jassim: hmm shloun nrathech!!!
- Jawounah za3lanh Jwounah za7lanh:O
-mnhuuuu yratheha mnhuuuu yratheha :/

Me: omg :s

Jassim: anaa aratheeha :p yala la kf

Me: khla9 mu z3lana
- bs latghani

Jassim: kaaaaak :$ :'(
-shwy rb3 sa3a ubouy mnadeni

Me: okay yala tyt :p
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-in another convo with my friend-

Me: agoulch g9ait gethla :p

Sara: ya 7maaraa wreni!!

Me: m3alg mu rathy ydzlich picture!

Sara: 76eha dp shd3wa 3laich!

Me: hmmm okay
*bma ina jassim said he'll be back in 15*
Sara: tshwg 3laich bl 3afia:*

Me: thankyou s7aila:$
And I removed the dp

I received a bbm from jassim

Jassim: yaaah yaah shnu ely twni shfta :o

Me: shnu o.o

Jassim: hathy enty ely twa bl 9oura? =))

-SHIT!

Me: ay 9oura shfek

Jassim: tstahblain ely twich 7a6t'ha!

Me: hmm eeh laish!

Jassim: ya 7mara tynenen!! Shku tgoulen inch jaikara? Kl hl jamal jeker yal thalma!!

Me: hooop hoooop =)) shfek 7sastni ini ashwaria al7en !

Jassim: malt 3laich zain :)

- days passed and things were the same .. Until one day..

Monday, may 15th

Jassim: jawan ana lazm agoulch shy..

Me: goouul

Jassim: jawan b9ra7a ana a7ibich! W inty kl ma ag6 3laich nghzat matfhmen!

Me: ...

My face was literally like this :| I was speechless! Although I knew that he loves me , I didn't expect him to say it !

- to be continued...

Chapter Nine.

twitter: @love_you_still
ask.fm\loveyoustill
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listen to this before reading :p
clumsy
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I called omneya
Tooooot
Tooooot
Tooooot
And after 3 rings she picked it up

Jawan: heeellloooooo

Omneya: shfeeeeeeeeeech

Jawan: maaadddrryyyy

Omneya: shloooouuunnniich

Jawan: okay stop this , tmam inty shlounich? I said while giggling.

Omneya*while giggling* : 7mara mu chthy yadgeroun =)).

Jawan: ma7ib ajamil a7d kh9ou9an inty =))

Omneya: mu chthy 3ad allah yakhthich inzain smallah 3laich allah laygola

Jawan while laughing : kaaak habla?

Omneya: chuby :p

Jawan: inzain inzain t3alay , shakly bgoul 7g jassim 3n kl shy 3ani kaser kha6ry wayid mchthba 3laih

Omneya: do you have a crush on him?

Jawan: shku ana wyhi wyh crush? La2 bs madry kaser kha6ry!

Omneya: ee kaifich madry

Jawan: bgoulah 3yl :D yala bye w salmy 3la 9deeeeqyy!

Omneya: kahu 9deqich yami.

- ga3da tklmen jawan? 36eeni 36eeni

6lal: aloo hala yal 6naag

Jawan: ana 6anag yal shsma?

6lal: shsma tshsmich =))

Jawan: tshsmik inta w tshasmtik! b3dain chub latghyr elmwthou3 abeek t3trf int laish smouk 6lal

6lal: m3 elslama .. Omneya rfejtich mynona hach eltlfon

Jawan: malt 3laik w 3la ikhtik zain ana mynona?:) mashy

Both of them where laughing :):: chan asid elkha6 bwyhum.

I'll take a nap then sign in oo tell him
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2 Hours later I  woke up then sign in .

Jwaiss: taw elnaas

Googy: shswi b3d nimt:p

Jwaiss: 9a7 elnoum:p

Googy: thank you shsma madry sherdoun:p

Jwaiss: 9a7 bdenik ya 7a'6ii :p

Googy: eeeh:: elmhm bgoulik shy!

Jwaiss: goulay..

Googy: bs akhaf tez3al w matklmni mara thanya!

Jwaiss: shd3wa ana maklmich mara thania? Gouly yuba

Googy: okay..

Jwaiss: ?..

Googy: my real name is jawan I'm not omneya'a sister and my mom is not dead .. And I don't have a brother its omneya'a .. Adry ink al7en mn9dim w matbi tkalmni mara thanya bs I had to lie lana magdr amshi w agoul my real info 7g nas ma3rfhum ana kl mara astahbl athy3 wgti w a6la3 bs inta madry a7isik ghair! Thmery kan ga3d y2anebni le2ani chthabt f giltlik! W bs ..

Jwaiss: 3adi kint 7as a9lan =D..
-shklah maz3al
Googy: y3ni mu z3lan?

Jwaiss: la mu z3lan laish az3al 3la shy skhef a9lan ay wa7da bmukanich kant ra7 tchathb
-el7mdellah twq3tah be3a9b w yz3al w y3fis eldenya!
Googy: mmmm

Jwaiss: shfech:p 3adi ra7 at3wad anadech "jawan" :p

I actually felt him shocked, broken and confused.. why is he denying that he's feeling bad!? I felt more guilty than not telling him!
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Jassim's side of veiw.

-hathy wainha 9arlaha foug elsa3tain madkhilat :S..

Googy just singed in.

-kaahi !

Jwaiss: taw elnaas

Googy: shswi b3d nimt:p

Jwaiss: 9a7 elnoum:p

Googy: thank you shsma madry sherdoun:p

-9ij habla =))
Jwaiss: 9a7 bdenik ya 7a'6ii :p

Googy: eeeh:: elmhm bgoulik shy!

-allah yster mnha khasha shy shklha lana awl marra tgouli bgoulik shy ;s
Jwaiss: goulay..

Googy: bs akhaf tez3al w matklmni mara thanya!

-laaa shy chayed b3ad!!
Jwaiss: shd3wa ana maklmich mara thania? Gouly yuba

Googy: okay..

Jwaiss: ?..

Googy: my real name is jawan I'm not omneya'a sister and my mom is not dead .. And I don't have a brother its omneya'a .. Adry ink al7en mn9dim w matbi tkalmni mara thanya bs I had to lie lana magdr amshi w agoul my real info 7g nas ma3rfhum ana kl mara astahbl athy3 wgti w a6la3 bs inta madry a7isik ghair! Thmery kan ga3d ga3d y2anebni le2ani chthabt f giltlik! W bs ..

-bas =))? OUCH..=)) Abynlaha ini t'9aygt? La magdr az3lha .. Khl aswi nafsi 3adi shswi b3d...
Jwaiss: 3adi kint 7as a9lan =D..

Googy: y3ni mu z3lan?

-z3lan wayd...
Jwaiss: la mu z3lan laish az3al 3la shy skhef a9lan ay wa7da bmukanich kant ra7 tchathb

Googy: mmmm

-shakelha 7asat .. Khl aragi3
Jwaiss: shfech:p 3adi ra7 at3wad anadech "jawan" :p

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Back to jawan's side .

Jwaiss: shfech:p 3adi ra7 at3wad anadech "jawan" :p

Googy: inzain jassoom shrayik nl3ab truth or dare?

Jwaiss: okay yallah fouga ;p

Googy: is2alny inta awal:p

Jwaiss: maku ibaly su2al inty se2ly

Googy: okay .. Shnu akthar mawqif tefashalt feh :p?

Jwaiss: 5ale9w elas2ela?

Googy: yala 3ad jawib lat9er skhef

Jwaiss: inzaain .. Mara kint labis wrdi wla kla bnat ymeroun 9ouby w ygolon fdait elwrdi =)) shd3wa awal mara yshofon wa7d ylbis wrdi?

Googy: wait wait stop. inta mn 9jik?:'( wrdi marra wa7da yal thalim?:'( mu khabritik 3gaidy =))

Jwaiss: shfeech 3adi tra loun?

Googy: la tkhourha amby mn 9jik o.o? a9lan tra elmwqif 7da mleq o.O

Jwaiss: kaaak matwaqa3tich 9aida bser3a t9dgen

Googy: ga3d tchathib? :)

Jwaiss: shrayich ana balbis wrdi y3ni?

Googy: malt ! :)
-my phone suddenly rang.
Googy: dgega I'll be right back.

Jwaiss: okay i5thy ra7tich.
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-its mariam calling .. Shtabi hathy hl 7aza;s

Me: aloo haa shtaben mrymo

Mariam: jawan :'(

Me*shocked*: shfeeeccccchhhh!!! Ga3da tbchen?!!!

Mariam: mani gadra:'( bgoulich shy:'(!!

Me: inzain inzain ya 7mara latbchen !!! Al7en ana ayi 3endich!
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Chapter Eight.

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Chapter seven.

I've been awake for awhile now .. you got me feeling like a child now .. cuz' every time i see your bubbly face .. i get the tangles in some silly place it starts in my toes then it crinkle my nose .. wherever it goes i'll always know that you make me smile please stay for awhile now just take your time wherever you go.. mmm

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durning this summer i've been getting closer and closer to jassim .. he's a nice guy ! even though sometimes y9er 'nafseya' bs as i said before mu 3lai :p, and I kinda feel guilty for lying to him! i feel like telling him the truth..

some people seem hard from the outside .. just like a kinder chocolate! i know that this sounds silly but a kinder chocolate is hard from the outside .. and when you open it you get your surprise .. 3la goulat katy " you're like an indian summer in the middle of the winter like a hard candy with a surprise center"

and yes, words can describe our feelings!

 anyways.

msn chat. 

googy: jassom bs2elik su2al mlgouf shwy :p

jwaiss: se2ly se2ly inty buga shy mas2alteh 

googy: 7a9elek as2elik 3ad :p:: anyways , you ever loved somebody so much you could barely breath when you with 'em?

jwaiss: eey eey! 

googy: yah yah 7rkat.;) mnu w mita w still t7bha?

jwaiss : 7ub yahal mn zman kan 3umry 13 :p wa7da bs ubouha 9ar sfeer w ra7t barra eldera

googy: hmm w still t7bha?

jwaiss: lw mu msafra chan ana laima al7en m3aha!

googy: nice nice

jwaiss: inty?;p

googy: ANA?? HELL NOOOO! wai3 wla afaker :p allah laybleni bs:p

jwaiss: ollah ollah shd3wa kl hatha =)) 

googy: eeh yumma b3d shnu m7d y7b bhal zman w hatha el7chi kela khrabe6 mrabe6 dayman elzain yakhth shaina wl shain yakhth elzaina

jwaiss: bs mu elkil ! ka ana shoufeny mzyoun w galby abyath !

googy: wai3 6a3 elthiqa =)) 

jwaiss: shqa9dich ana mu mzyoun?

googy: aaa laish shm3na sh7ga gilt mzyoun laish magilt mu galbi abyth?:: 9idtik khla9 ra7t 3laik 6la3t jaikr galbah aswd :p

jwaiss: wallah shakla enty eljaikra ga9a 3lai mn awl el36la w ana a3rfich w al7en btkhali9 w ana mashift shaklich.

googy: btshufah in your dreams:p 

jwaiss: shd3wa megan fox :p

googy: chub ana a7la a9lan ana ml7 eldenya :p 

jwaiss: *face lay3a chbdah*

googy: chub chub 

jwaiss: chub chub

googy: latqalid?

jwaiss: latqalid?

googy: wai3 skheef!

jwaiss: wai3 skheef!

googy: brb bsaker emaily

jwaiss: KAAAAAK:'( amoouutt bz3lanen 

googy: mout mnu maskik w mn gal ana z3lana asasn -_-

jwaiss: tra inty ghrebah 

googy: shloun ghreeba?

jwaiss: matst7en 0.0 lw boya chan ist7t mn klamy =))

 -khra 3laih :| . i said to myself

googy: mita gilt klam ykhleni aste7y asasn -.- w shku aste7y mnk asasn

jwaiss: eeh 9a7 shku :p

googy: inzain jsoom w8 shwy rfejty ga3da tdg.

jwaiss: okay.

amouna is calling.

me: hala hala b6ash wl rash

omneya: jawoouun i need ur help:(

me: afa 3laich amray w ana athb6ich

omneya: abi aftak mn a7mad kl madish msn yg3d yklmni w etha 36aita delete yswely add mn email thany lawa3 chabdi! 9ij a7ibah bs mabeh 

me: hmm 36eni ur email password w tam!

omneya: ok elpass rqam baitna

me: khla9 ok..

i singed into her email and yes.. klamni .. the convo ur going to read is real! i'm p.a:*

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(02:03 ص) a7mdoo: ولـــــكــBacKـــــم حٍبي (02:04 ص) 

p.a :*: Ana mo amoon ='( 

a7mdoo: ؟عيل

p.a :*: e5t.ha reem yaa raby :'(  

a7mdoo: آشفيجَ شنو صآير؟

وين آموووون

 p.a :*: shloon bgoolek amby 

a7mdoo: ريييم شنو صآآير
:'( بليييزِ آشفيهٍآ 

p.a :*: eshloon bgoolk ='( 

 p.a :*: ok ok
amooon....
ent7rt
bil b7r
wdooha el6abeeb bs madry etha 3aysha wella la2

  (02:06 ص) p.a :*: 7alat.ha 9a3ba :'( 

  (02:07 ص)JσкєЯ . ẋ غير مُتصل الآن (02:07 ص) -JσкєЯ . ẋ مُتصل الآن (02:07 ص) 

p.a :*: aloo

a7md wain re7t (02:08 ص)

p.a :*: a7md :'( (02:09 ص)

a7mdoo: بآآآآك
شنو صآآر
قوليلي رييم

p.a :*: amoon...ent7rt

bil b7r

madry etha 3aysha wella la2
wdooha el6abeeb 

 (02:10 ص) a7mdoo: رييييم
تتكلمين صجَ 

 p.a :*: ygooloon 7alat.ha 9a3ba
lel2sf mn 9ijy :'(

 a7mdoo: ريييم بليزِ قولي قآعد آقص عليك

 

p.a :*: la sorry ='(

 a7mdoo: و لييييييييييييييش سوت جَذي 

  p.a :*: madry la tes2lny laish madry 

 ana taw2mha w 7eel m3ay 

a7mdoo: آوك بلييزِ ريم دقي سآلي )

p.a :*: ma galatly
ma agdr

  (02:12 ص) a7mdoo: شوفي شنو صآر ...ليش ؟.. يآ آمون لييش :'( 

 p.a :*: ma agdr ma m3ay mobile mn kethr ma kanaw metdodheen e7na bra w ohma egflaw elshaleeh bs m3ay ellap

a7mdoo: آحٍبهٍ وآللهٍ آحٍبهٍ 

p.a :*: et7b e5ty? :'( 

 a7mdoo: آيييييييييييي :'(  ص

 

p.a :*: amaaana ='( ? 

  

(02:13 ص) a7mdoo: آحٍب آمووون و آهٍي تحٍبني
لو مآ آحٍبهٍآ ليش ؟.. آهٍتميت ضص آنشآللهٍ مآ فيهٍآ شي آنشآللهٍ (02:14 ص) a7mdoo: يرييت يطلع كل هٍذآ حٍلم :'( (02:14 ص) 

p.a :*: wait kaaa lgait mobily
brb 5al adeg 

  (02:17 ص) p.a :*: bil 3naya w yemkin eb ay la7tha tmoot :'( 

 a7mdoo: تكفى صجَ ولآ غشمرهٍ (02:18 ص) 

p.a :*: mn 9ijy hatha shy yet'3ashmroon feeh?! 

  (02:19 ص) p.a :*: :'( 

  (02:19 ص) a7mdoo: آي تكفى رييم آدعي (02:20 ص) 

p.a :*: ga3da ad3y (02:27 ص) 

a7mdoo: آحٍـــــــــــــــــــب آمـــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــون :'( (02:27 ص) 

p.a :*: :'(

  (02:31 ص) a7mdoo: رييم تكفى شنو صآر (02:31

 

ص) p.a :*: madry galooly la tdgeen kel sa3a t7neen
etha dgow agoolk

  (02:31 ص) a7mdoo: شنو لآ تحٍنين آختجَ هٍذس
ي
* (02:31 ص) a7mdoo: وليين ليش ؟.. آهٍي حٍمآرهٍ تسوي جَذي
آن صآر فيهٍآ شي آنآ ورآهٍآ :'( (02:32 ص) 

p.a :*: laa enshallah ma y9eer feeha shy (02:33 ص)

a7mdoo: وآللهٍ قآعد آبجَي ليش ؟.. جَذي سوت لييييييييييييييييييييييش :'( (02:33 ص) 

p.a :*: ='( (02:34 ص)

a7mdoo: آوك حٍلفي مو غشمرهٍ (02:34 ص)

p.a :*: wala (02:44 ص) p.a :*: a7md bye ana lazm aroo7 el6beeb ma agdr (02:45 ص)

a7mdoo: :'( بآآي بلييزِ طمننيني ضص آحٍب آلبنت (02:45 ص) 

p.a :*: ok

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look.. ya ama ana a3rf amathil ya ama uhou ghbi .. and i think its number 2 =))

i called omneya .. 

omneya: aloo ha shswety bashry!!

me: khla9 giltlah inch btmouten w 6la3 ghbi w 9adag :p

omneya: kaaak chthaaabaa

me *laughing* : ha 3yl sh3balich ana shwya  sem3y swelich email yded 3shan 9ij mety y3ni 

omneya: eeh eeh afa 3laich

me: tra y7ibich

omneya : i know bs magdr shswi b3d ..

me: bra7tich hun , inzain yala bye *yawn*

- hmm kisar kha6ry a7med shwy! shwy like nitfa !

Chapter six.

http://ask.fm/loveyoustill any questions?
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I can make everyone believe that I don't love you . But I find it so difficult to convince myself that it's true.. Do you guys know that feeling? When you love someone so much that you can't let go? Well, I hope ina m7d fekum y7es bhal sh3our .. ever.
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I woke up the next day @3 pm , our lunch was machbous deyay yaaay :D

I finishes eating and called omneya my friend.

Jawan: hallaa hallaa

Omneya: hala bl gaa63a!

Jawan: mu ga63a inty mates2elen!! Ka dgait al7en ana 3ad:p

Omneya: inzain chub shlounich?? Shakhbarich?

Jawan: tmaam el7emdellah w inty?

Omneya: zaina el7mdellah.
I heard someone talking to her "Mnu ga3da tklmen" the voice said.
Omneya: ga3da a7achy jawan shtabi 6lal?
6lal: oohh 9deeqtyy 36eni yaha!! .. Aloo hala 9deqty!

Jawan: hallaa b9deeqyy!! Shlounik bu 6elli? Isaid in a funny way

6lal: ana zain !! Yal faqma shd3wa 9arlich isbou3 ga63a 3anna matdgen matyen 3endina!
- omneya is my friend mn 6 years so elmeyana m3aha w m3 her family 6ay7a;p

Jawan*while giggling*: shnu faqma , khou ikhtik matdg 3lai shthanbi ana ya 9deeqy.

6lal: inzain hl mara sma7! Hach leslega tbi tklmich

Omneya said in a loud voice: ANA SLEEEGAA!! Mashy 6lal !

6lal: la khla9 yala bye yam3wda.

 Jawan: haha yala 36ni yaha!

Omneya: 6lalo hatha yfashil!!

Jawan: laa 7ram 9deqi wallah he's funny ::

Omneya: 6al b3ainah ..

Jawan: inzain sha7walich sheldenya fech

Omneya: I broke up with a7med!

Jawan: LAISH  LAISH FAJA'A :|?

Omneya: bs mabeh!

Jawan: faja'a matbenah ? I thought you loved him!

Omneya: eeh bs a7isah yahil!

Jawan: a7san latklmen 3shan mat9eren madry shloun..

Omneya: 9ert w khala9t, jawan lat9eren mithly .

Jawan: haw shloun mthlich?

Omneya: ana mn youm ma ana shghera w ahali mkhleni 3la kaifi, w 3yal iblees wayd , lma wa7d kesar galby gimt aklm wayd 3shan ansa w 9ar 3endi ways rabi3 9byan w shwya bnat , mabech tamshen bhal 6rej dery balich w etha wa7d galich 7awl ygi9 3laich 9ery ash6ar menah!

Jawan: agoooul? Ana wyhi wyh 7ub? 7bebty ana etha shift movie romance ag3ad ath7ak lw aklm wa7id behedni mn awl isbou3 =))

Omneya: hmm , inzain sh3ndich hl ayam

Jawan: walah maku msn w a6la3 , magimt asoulf bl group la3t chabdi bs asoulf m3 wa7d ismah jassim ely awl swaitlah add

Omneya: hatha nafseya!

Jawan: eeh adry bs mu 3lai ana :p

Omneya: 3shtw mnu inty bs

Jawan: ana jawan el7lwa elamoura :p

Omneya: qa9dich elzifta elmghroura?

Jawan: ya 7maaaraa ana mghroura??

Omneya: la mn gal mghroura:p

Jawan: aya shalba :o

- and we kept chatting about random stuffmostly about jassim =))  . After an hour we hung up.
I took a shower and changed my clothes getting ready to go out .. I went to the avenues to buy some clothes with farrah my cousin..

I love shopping! I know that this will sound silly but I love the feeling of wasting money , I love expressing my self with my outfit .. The color I'm wearing .. The way I'm wearing it .. It shows my feelings and my mood..
Anyways,
As we finished shopping we sat in pinkberry .

Me: shmfakra tswen ley khla9ty jam3a?

Farrah: hmm ashtghl ib maktab

Me: inzain laish matft7enlich maktab bru7ich? Bs ishtaghly 3-5 years ib maktab b3dain lma y9er 3ndich m3arif ft7y ur own!

Farrah: wallah ham fekra inshallah nshof , w inty ley tkharajty shnawya tdshen?

Me: ABI ADRIS BARRA!!!!

Farrah: mashallah ubouch bekhalich?

Me: eeh ubouy rathi :p oo 7ta ley khla9t jam3a abi akaml akaml akaml nonstop mabi akhli sh'hada el a w makhthat'ha:p 7ita lw y7a9ely matzwj!

Farrah: qaweya matben tetzwjain matben 3yal?

Me: akrah elyhal asasn -_- khsusan eljeyaker .. Y3ni elly mthlich inty lma kinty sghera

Farrah while giggling : 7marra ana a3lmich al7en akhlech hni w arid elbait

Me while laughing hard: la la yam3awda khla9 atoub =))
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Chapter Five.

.Remembering all these things just .. Hurts .. Enjoy the post.
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Shd3wa wain elbaji?-_-

ŊǾỮ₦ặ«̶ ....     I'm so not talking to her ..

a7βik rα7 α'3neha♫,,α7βik ããNii♥♡ ...     wla r7 aklm hathy..

М̅αиσυƧ̷̜Ћ;*..    hmm wai3

RƠ̴̴͡.̮Ơ̴̴͡RƠ̴̴͡.̮Ơ͡»̶♐✗̶‎​⌣̊┈̥-̶̯»̶̥·̵ ..   mn shaf her nickname 7da mra7 asoulf m3aha =))

Jwaiss;* .... SHKHBARY!! 9arly like 2 weeks mu mklmitah? mn swali add 3gbha klmtah mara  wa7da w we haven't talked sence hal mra!

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GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : heeyy;p

Jwaiss;* : halla wallah :p

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : shlounik?:p

Jwaiss;* : tmaam w'enty?;p

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : zaina el7mdellah , doum;*

Jwaiss;* : weyach inshallah:p

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : inshallah:* , sooo

Jwaiss;* : so what?:p

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : loool madrii

Jwaiss;* changed his/her username to.. Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : wait 3adi a2al su2al mlgouf?

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : suuree se2ly!

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 :RK bint wla 9by!

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3: bent ;/ laish?

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : RANA ALFLANI?!

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3: eey sh3arfich feha!

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : my friend katba ismha bl nickname b3d!

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3: shesm rfejtich?

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : rasha bs she's known as rashrash!

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3: rashrash alflani? Hathy w'rana n9 rab3y y3rfunhum 


-AA77!

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : AMBY jad wai3 matwq3t nithamhum yklmon 9byan :| 6a7w mn 3aini!

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : w'inty al7en ga3da tkalmen jojo wla jassim?:p 7ita inty nafs'hum kaak

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : WY3A:p!! laa2 shku a9lan ana adish hny athy3 wagt maklm 9byan b9ij y3ni my relationship with them bl msn w bs no personal information:p

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : wa'97:p

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : wyyy3aaa agoulik wallah maklm 9byan shgalouilik tra bint nas ana :p

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : inzain bas 9dagtich :p chench gilty ina tdshen t'9y3en wagtich? a3teberha ihana wla?:p

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : laa a9ln ana dshait 3laik lana mn zman mu mklmtik :p w asasn suwalfik twanis b3d!

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : ashwa zain:p

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : shga3d tsawi inzain?:p mlal mu ?

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : ouff 7adda , ga3d asoulf bl'phone ;p

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : ahaa ga3d tklm 7bebat elgalb ;) haaa ;)  haaa 3laina;)? Chkaitik;)

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : shkuu :'( ga3d aklm wa7da lazga ihya tsoulif w ana agoul ee .. Ee ..ee -.-

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : kaak dam lazga shku tklmha?:p

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : t9dgen madri:p bs ehya marra shift'ha bl'avenues w ga3da t5iz ashkara tby raqmy w'lma klamt'ha tgoul zain enk raqamtny 7adek 3ajbny

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 :kaaak :'( wai3 ma9adig fi ashkal araf w low chithy o.o

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : fyy w'waayyddd ! N9 elbnat al7en uhma ely yt7rshon

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : inzain lat7asesni inik ashgr w 3younik 3sleya welkil myt 3laik:p

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : chenech g6aiteha bwayhy?;p

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : haha tgdar tgoul;* ::

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : b6awifha hal mara bs :p enzain enty mwaled ay sina?

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : 199x :p you?

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : 199x :p akbr mnch b 3 snen!

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : inta mita ur bd?

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : june x inty?

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : march x ! That makes you older than me ib .. 2 years 5 months and 5 days! Less than 2 years and half ;p

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : kaak o.o mashallah ala 7asba mu mu5

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : sjskfdkseijdbjuenfdjhej magimt arakiz :(

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : kaaak 3ainy mu 7arra!

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : I hope so ::

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : shaklich t7ben elreya'9eyat?

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : 1 word .. WAI3 ! A7ib a7sb ashya2 bs find y w find x wai3 akrah shy  isma solving problems! like dude ur x won't come back stop asking me to find her!

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : kaaak :'( bs mn 9jich laish mat7ben mu3adlat? ana a7ib elreya'9yat!

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 :  ghreba awal mara a guy loves math :p!

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : eey ana a7eb:p 3ady su2al?

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : sure feel free to ask!

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : laish kela tetklmain english:p? Tra inty kuwaitya!

- hmm chna fshalni shwy?

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : mu 3an atflsf wla aswi nafsi mu kuwaitya bs mt3awda ! Kl my friends aklmhum english w chthy:p

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : ahaa :p

-moment of silence-

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : You ever love somebody so much, you could barely breathe when you with 'em? You meet, and neither one of you even know it hit 'em Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah, them chills, used to get 'em, Now you're gettin' fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em??

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : ajawb 3al su2al y3ny wla bs eghneya?:p

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : hehe la jawib:$::

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : yes , bs mabi atklm 3n elsalfa:p

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3 : as yoouu likee , yala I have to go abi anam dikht ;*

Jwaiss;* HBD RK<3 : ttyl ;*

GHALA.. stupid chicken thingy<3. Signed out
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I jumped into my bed , hugged my pillow and dived into my sweet dreams<3

To be continued..

Chapter four.

3 weeks later.

(And the conversation was right
Underneath the shade of moonlight
You were standing there
With sun-touched hair
And your dress that color white
Like an aeroplane
I took flight
Fell in love with you that first night
Cause you danced with me
And I could see that there was more to life
I'm falling
I'm falling
In love with you
Just before the strike of midnight
You said "This could be the good life"
And you say "Goodbye, hope that I get to see you soon"
Then I walked for several miles
Couldn't rid me of my smile
Cause you found me and I found you
In this lovely month of June♥)

My phone was ringing ..

Jawan *sleepy voice* : alooo ?

:  jawano inty nayma?

Jawan: who's talking?

: shfeech ana fara7 hatha raqam baitna! Jahza?
(Farah was my cousin from my mother's side and she's 20 years old)

      -SHIT SHIT SHIT !!! Ra7t 3lai nouma ! -

Jawan: haa! Eeh bs bagi albis jouty
(Chena shwy qweya w ana twni ga3da?)

Fara7: yala 3yal rb3 sa3a w ana 3endich.

Jawan: okay yala bye sweetie!
And we closed the line.

SHALBIS AL7EEN!! We're suppose to have a surprise for my cousin,Renad she's Farah's sister..
I wore a floral top

                                                  and a pink high-low skirt

 , I kept my hair the way it was , my hair was naturally waivy. And I applied some mascara and blusher.

*BEEP**BEEP* *BEEEEEP* the voice of her car horn was just so annoying!
GOD! WALLAH KANY DGEGA BS UFF!! I shouted.

I went down stairs and got into the car.

Farah : tww elnaaas

Jawan : eeh ga3da adwer my high heels makint lagyitah!

Farah : ahaaa yallah 3yl khnmshi we're late tra.. thanks to your majesty :)

Jawan : al7een 9arlich sina wagfa tsoulfen lw m7arka chan w9alna :D

Farah : inzain-.-

we reached CB , we were having the surprise there as it's Renad's favorite restaurant.

kan bader her bro gayilaha bewadeha cb cuz the rest were ignoring her 3shan t7is ina nasyen her birthday;p
(Bader and Farah are twins)

we all sat down and wated for renad and bader to reach the place ..

-intaa wain yaybni?!
-shfech foug a7la elview khl ng3d hni!
-ana bg3d t7t!
-wlain t3alai foug giltlich

kelena sm3na hal conversation =)) , as we heard her foot steps getting closer we got ready for screaming .

SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. we all screamed.

Renad*shocked*: shnuu haatha ambyy wnasa !! madri shgoul wayd a7ibkum!!

Farah: i7na b3d wallah nmout fech *while kissing renad's cheek*

I gave renad a BIG hug and said while giggling.

Jawan: bs shrayich fena w i7na nswi nafsna nasen?

Renad while giggling : 7meer bghait abchi, elmushkila ag6 nghzat!! agoul 7g fara7 elyoum shnuuu?? tgouli elkhmees!!

We all laughed 3la dagrat farah =))

we ate our food and went back to our houses again.

I went to my room ,changed into my pajama's and opened my laptop.

GHALA - stupid chicken thingy<3.     just singed in.

Chapter Three.

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fdaaaiitnniiihh dlouuliih : jaassoommih madryh shfihoum 3layyh!

jwaiss;* : okay ana shku ;p?

Gougy.* : chnch indegarty?:"( waakkk::

fdaaaiitnniiihh dlouuliih : Ktee3a me7tarrah?!

Gougy.* : kte3ah tkte3ich:: mn zenich 3shan a7tr?? ambbyyhhh shnwh hathahwhwhwhwhwh :: t7achy 3adil tra tqthen!

fdaaaiitnniiihh dlouuliih : 7peptiih ana killah yl7goonih shpaap lma atlaa33 akeed mn zeeniih:$

Gougy.*: eeh akeed byel7gounich mn9dmen shayfen bgara ;D

Jwaiss;* : kaaaaak 3ash bulghala;p

amouuni : 7ailich feha ghlouyy :::

Bu7moud(6) : kaa3k ghlwouy dgrteha

-shfeh hatha ^ yt7acha chithy?-  I said in my mind

Gougy.* : LOOL ihya tyeb el7chi 7g nafs'ha ;p 
agoul tra ana btheef my friend bl group ;p swouni admin shd3waa?

Bu7moud(6) : afa 3laych al7en aswwech  ;Pp
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Jawan : marymo bdakhlich group bl msn khl nsta3b6 3laihum?

Mariam: kaifich 3ad mlal khnthy3 wgt

Jawan: eeh bs tra ana gayla ismi ghala mu tefth7ena!

Mariam : afa 3laaich , foouuugggaa
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Bu7moud(6): Hathee Rfijtech:p?

Gougy.* : Eeeh isimha maryam :D

Meme<3 : tra a3rf agoul shsmi w chthy mala da3y tet7chain nyabatan 3ni :p

Gougy.* : wayyy3aa 3laich mu chthy ydgroun :'( ::

Meme<3 : la la amz7 amz7 kaak :$

Gougy.*: 3baly b3ad :p

-a moment of silence-

Jwaiss;* : i7iimm

Gougy.* : i7main

amounii : thlath i7mat

Meme<3: arba3 e7mat

Jwaiss;* : kaak 0.o matswa 3lay gelt i7imm

Gougy.* : Kaakk kaifik m7d galik tetklm 3endina :p

Jwaiss;* : inty kela tetsabebain bl 3alm ?:p

Gougy.*: ana???!ANA? ana ana ghala ana? eeh hahahahahahah :p

Jwaiss;*: 5ebla wallah :p

-we kept chatting bl group brou7na w others were chatting bsalfa thanya until-

Jwaiss;* : 3adi aswelich add b ur email?

Gougy.*: la7tha afaker :p

Jwaiss;* : b3aad tfkren

Gougy.*: eeh sh3balik :p

Jwaiss;* : 3sa 7a'9rat jnabich wafaqty:p?

Gougy.* : haha eeh :p 

Jwaiss.*: shnu emailich?

Gougy.* : xxxxx@hotmail.com


Jwaiss;*: okk ana xxxxx@hotmail.com sweli accept;p

Chapter two.

I ate lunch and went back to the living room again ..

Mariam : ana b3arif inty 3la kether matdben shloun th3efa?

Jawan : QUL A3OUTHU BRAB ELFLAQ , gouly mashallah!! Tra bs shrabt shourba w maklait shy shtbeeeen o.o

Mariam: inzain inzain -.- gouly 7g A7med w 3abdallah w m7md w mshary eyoun khl nl3ab kout ghamza shy?

(They were all our cousins - a7med is 19 years old and studies in AUM , 3abdallah is his older brother oo he's 20 years old w he studies civil engineering , m7md is 15 years old and mshary is mariam's brother who's 18 years old-) we have other cousins too .. You'll get to know them while reading , we have a big family mashallah! And most of the grandchildren ib our age.

Jawan: wallah kahu ukhouch mshary inty klmeh! Matwq3 katben 3la yabhity "6RSHOUNY"

Mariam: way inzain shd3wa 3laich !
And she went to tell them

Um jawan: w intw elthentain kla nejra ?

Jawan: laa yumma bs chthy nmza7 :D

Um jawan: mazi7kum ely yshofkum ygoul shraych mu chna rfejat rou7 bl rou7

Jawan : shnswi b3d haha :p

Suddenly mariam waved for me asking me to come & I went there, the rest of the day was just fine , we played kout and ate dinner at fridays after that

Jawan: marymo namay 3ndi?

Mariam: okay bs as2al ummi awl  -alo ,, ee 3adi anam 3end jawan?,, eeh t3shait,,la manswi iz3aj yuma shfech,,ok,,okay mshkoura yala bye -      RETHAT:D

Jawan: wnasaa yala 3yl khnmur baitkum nakhthlich mlabis w yeby ur laptop

Mariam: mali khelg , akhth laptop deena ikhtich w mlabs'ha ihya gadi f 3adi .

Jawan: kaifich 7a9elich nwdech takthen aghrathich w trden 3ad =))

Mariam gave me a dead stare and went inside the car LOOL

We arrived home at 11 pm , changed our clothes and opened the laptops *dancing* I know you'll say .. Way shkhbary msn? Mnu ydsh msn? Halaga? DUDE KENA IB 2010! Ib hal year people kanw ydshon msn! Oo my email was for fun only oo nothing was serious so..
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GHALA - stupid chicken thingy <3. Just signed in

OMNEYAT 7yati gourbak : halaa halla b jawaan
(Omneya is my friend from my old school she's like my other soul-mate after mariam!)

GHALA - stupid chicken thingy<3 : HELLOOO !! Yala yala khnsoulif bl group!

OMNEYAT 7yati gourbak : yala fouga bs tra ana gaylatlihum inty ikhty f latkhourenha okay?:)

GHALA - stupid chicken thingy : adry adry latw9en 7ree9a :p
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Amouuuna;* : everyone hathi ghala ikhty!

Mr.Devilish : hala ib i5it amooon ;Pp

Fdaitniihh dlouuulliihhh : mnwh?! Shnwh;$ hehe tawa manwr elgrouupp ;$

I said to omneya privately : wai3 shal ashkal?::

OMNEYAT 7yati gourbak : mykhalf t7meleha lana beyi youm azn6ha :p

GHALA- stupid chicken thingy : tdren akraahhh ely ytklmoun chthy -_- chnha btzw3 :&

OMNEYAT 7yati gourbak : 7da wiiiii3 , yala soulfy hnak inzain

GHALA- stupid chicken thingy : okaay
 And I went back to chat there

Gougy.* : hala ;p LOOL 7bebty shfeech mretha??

Fdaitniihh dlouuulliihhh : lysh shfeniihhh?

Gougy.* : shwy w tzw3en 3al keyboard w inty tktben :p

Bu7mouud(6) : ghala 5alay 3nech hathy shlouwnich?

Gougy.*: shlouwny ?? Zaiyna ;p::

-LAISH YKTBON CHITHY?? :'(-

Jwaiss;* : Oh ikht amouun hni? ;p

Chapter One.

5:00 pm-

JAWAN *knock* !! JAWAN *knock* !!

Jawan :  Wy3a deeno shtben g3dteni!!

Deena :Yala goumy 3shan nbi nrou7 bait mama Amna!

Jawan: *yawn* Inzain uff.


I washed my face , got my clothes on and went to the car .. This summer vacation is just so .. BORING !
I'm always spending my time on msn or online sites ast3b6 feha on others oo athy3 wgt.

I never tell people in msn or anywhere else online my real name , because in the end I'm just chatting with them to waste time !

I went with mom ,dad and my sister Deena to my grandma's , as usual .. Every friday.

-Deena is my younger sister who's 13 years old , she's a little bit chubby but mashallah so BEAUTIFUL -

As I reached my grandma's I called my cousin Mariam who's 15 years old , and she was already there.
She has a fine body and a beautiful white skin .. And this cute baby face <3
Mariam is my best friend since forever!
We do everything together , and she's a part of my online other life .

Jawan: saalaam !

Mariam: taw elnas jawan laish yaity! Elnas yaya mn esa3a 1 w inty 6:30 twich wa9la :)

Jawan: besmellah elra7man elra7em shfech inty?? Khou nayma khou!

Mariam: eeeh khyas noum w ghairch na6er hni :D

Jawan: a7san mu theek elmara n6arteni sa3tain? Yala 7esy :*

Mariam: kalba !

Grandma: baskum nejra ya bnayat!! yala jawana 7e6elich ghada mu zain ga3da 3la l7am ba6nich , youzy 3an elbint ya mariam.

I gave mariam the *7aarrraaa* look 3shan yadity cha3imat'ha oo called the maid to put me some food ..

Introductions.

Hey everyone,
My name is Jawan Alflani .. And I'm almost 16 years old.


Khl atklm shwy 3n nafsi .. well, my skin color looks tanned mn alah , I have a long dark brown hair and big brown eyes .. I'm not tall nor short , and I'm thin 


My story starts in 2010 .. 
Summer vacation*
June - 


And here we go