Chapter Eight.

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Chapter seven.

I've been awake for awhile now .. you got me feeling like a child now .. cuz' every time i see your bubbly face .. i get the tangles in some silly place it starts in my toes then it crinkle my nose .. wherever it goes i'll always know that you make me smile please stay for awhile now just take your time wherever you go.. mmm

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durning this summer i've been getting closer and closer to jassim .. he's a nice guy ! even though sometimes y9er 'nafseya' bs as i said before mu 3lai :p, and I kinda feel guilty for lying to him! i feel like telling him the truth..

some people seem hard from the outside .. just like a kinder chocolate! i know that this sounds silly but a kinder chocolate is hard from the outside .. and when you open it you get your surprise .. 3la goulat katy " you're like an indian summer in the middle of the winter like a hard candy with a surprise center"

and yes, words can describe our feelings!

 anyways.

msn chat. 

googy: jassom bs2elik su2al mlgouf shwy :p

jwaiss: se2ly se2ly inty buga shy mas2alteh 

googy: 7a9elek as2elik 3ad :p:: anyways , you ever loved somebody so much you could barely breath when you with 'em?

jwaiss: eey eey! 

googy: yah yah 7rkat.;) mnu w mita w still t7bha?

jwaiss : 7ub yahal mn zman kan 3umry 13 :p wa7da bs ubouha 9ar sfeer w ra7t barra eldera

googy: hmm w still t7bha?

jwaiss: lw mu msafra chan ana laima al7en m3aha!

googy: nice nice

jwaiss: inty?;p

googy: ANA?? HELL NOOOO! wai3 wla afaker :p allah laybleni bs:p

jwaiss: ollah ollah shd3wa kl hatha =)) 

googy: eeh yumma b3d shnu m7d y7b bhal zman w hatha el7chi kela khrabe6 mrabe6 dayman elzain yakhth shaina wl shain yakhth elzaina

jwaiss: bs mu elkil ! ka ana shoufeny mzyoun w galby abyath !

googy: wai3 6a3 elthiqa =)) 

jwaiss: shqa9dich ana mu mzyoun?

googy: aaa laish shm3na sh7ga gilt mzyoun laish magilt mu galbi abyth?:: 9idtik khla9 ra7t 3laik 6la3t jaikr galbah aswd :p

jwaiss: wallah shakla enty eljaikra ga9a 3lai mn awl el36la w ana a3rfich w al7en btkhali9 w ana mashift shaklich.

googy: btshufah in your dreams:p 

jwaiss: shd3wa megan fox :p

googy: chub ana a7la a9lan ana ml7 eldenya :p 

jwaiss: *face lay3a chbdah*

googy: chub chub 

jwaiss: chub chub

googy: latqalid?

jwaiss: latqalid?

googy: wai3 skheef!

jwaiss: wai3 skheef!

googy: brb bsaker emaily

jwaiss: KAAAAAK:'( amoouutt bz3lanen 

googy: mout mnu maskik w mn gal ana z3lana asasn -_-

jwaiss: tra inty ghrebah 

googy: shloun ghreeba?

jwaiss: matst7en 0.0 lw boya chan ist7t mn klamy =))

 -khra 3laih :| . i said to myself

googy: mita gilt klam ykhleni aste7y asasn -.- w shku aste7y mnk asasn

jwaiss: eeh 9a7 shku :p

googy: inzain jsoom w8 shwy rfejty ga3da tdg.

jwaiss: okay.

amouna is calling.

me: hala hala b6ash wl rash

omneya: jawoouun i need ur help:(

me: afa 3laich amray w ana athb6ich

omneya: abi aftak mn a7mad kl madish msn yg3d yklmni w etha 36aita delete yswely add mn email thany lawa3 chabdi! 9ij a7ibah bs mabeh 

me: hmm 36eni ur email password w tam!

omneya: ok elpass rqam baitna

me: khla9 ok..

i singed into her email and yes.. klamni .. the convo ur going to read is real! i'm p.a:*

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(02:03 ص) a7mdoo: ولـــــكــBacKـــــم حٍبي (02:04 ص) 

p.a :*: Ana mo amoon ='( 

a7mdoo: ؟عيل

p.a :*: e5t.ha reem yaa raby :'(  

a7mdoo: آشفيجَ شنو صآير؟

وين آموووون

 p.a :*: shloon bgoolek amby 

a7mdoo: ريييم شنو صآآير
:'( بليييزِ آشفيهٍآ 

p.a :*: eshloon bgoolk ='( 

 p.a :*: ok ok
amooon....
ent7rt
bil b7r
wdooha el6abeeb bs madry etha 3aysha wella la2

  (02:06 ص) p.a :*: 7alat.ha 9a3ba :'( 

  (02:07 ص)JσкєЯ . ẋ غير مُتصل الآن (02:07 ص) -JσкєЯ . ẋ مُتصل الآن (02:07 ص) 

p.a :*: aloo

a7md wain re7t (02:08 ص)

p.a :*: a7md :'( (02:09 ص)

a7mdoo: بآآآآك
شنو صآآر
قوليلي رييم

p.a :*: amoon...ent7rt

bil b7r

madry etha 3aysha wella la2
wdooha el6abeeb 

 (02:10 ص) a7mdoo: رييييم
تتكلمين صجَ 

 p.a :*: ygooloon 7alat.ha 9a3ba
lel2sf mn 9ijy :'(

 a7mdoo: ريييم بليزِ قولي قآعد آقص عليك

 

p.a :*: la sorry ='(

 a7mdoo: و لييييييييييييييش سوت جَذي 

  p.a :*: madry la tes2lny laish madry 

 ana taw2mha w 7eel m3ay 

a7mdoo: آوك بلييزِ ريم دقي سآلي )

p.a :*: ma galatly
ma agdr

  (02:12 ص) a7mdoo: شوفي شنو صآر ...ليش ؟.. يآ آمون لييش :'( 

 p.a :*: ma agdr ma m3ay mobile mn kethr ma kanaw metdodheen e7na bra w ohma egflaw elshaleeh bs m3ay ellap

a7mdoo: آحٍبهٍ وآللهٍ آحٍبهٍ 

p.a :*: et7b e5ty? :'( 

 a7mdoo: آيييييييييييي :'(  ص

 

p.a :*: amaaana ='( ? 

  

(02:13 ص) a7mdoo: آحٍب آمووون و آهٍي تحٍبني
لو مآ آحٍبهٍآ ليش ؟.. آهٍتميت ضص آنشآللهٍ مآ فيهٍآ شي آنشآللهٍ (02:14 ص) a7mdoo: يرييت يطلع كل هٍذآ حٍلم :'( (02:14 ص) 

p.a :*: wait kaaa lgait mobily
brb 5al adeg 

  (02:17 ص) p.a :*: bil 3naya w yemkin eb ay la7tha tmoot :'( 

 a7mdoo: تكفى صجَ ولآ غشمرهٍ (02:18 ص) 

p.a :*: mn 9ijy hatha shy yet'3ashmroon feeh?! 

  (02:19 ص) p.a :*: :'( 

  (02:19 ص) a7mdoo: آي تكفى رييم آدعي (02:20 ص) 

p.a :*: ga3da ad3y (02:27 ص) 

a7mdoo: آحٍـــــــــــــــــــب آمـــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــون :'( (02:27 ص) 

p.a :*: :'(

  (02:31 ص) a7mdoo: رييم تكفى شنو صآر (02:31

 

ص) p.a :*: madry galooly la tdgeen kel sa3a t7neen
etha dgow agoolk

  (02:31 ص) a7mdoo: شنو لآ تحٍنين آختجَ هٍذس
ي
* (02:31 ص) a7mdoo: وليين ليش ؟.. آهٍي حٍمآرهٍ تسوي جَذي
آن صآر فيهٍآ شي آنآ ورآهٍآ :'( (02:32 ص) 

p.a :*: laa enshallah ma y9eer feeha shy (02:33 ص)

a7mdoo: وآللهٍ قآعد آبجَي ليش ؟.. جَذي سوت لييييييييييييييييييييييش :'( (02:33 ص) 

p.a :*: ='( (02:34 ص)

a7mdoo: آوك حٍلفي مو غشمرهٍ (02:34 ص)

p.a :*: wala (02:44 ص) p.a :*: a7md bye ana lazm aroo7 el6beeb ma agdr (02:45 ص)

a7mdoo: :'( بآآي بلييزِ طمننيني ضص آحٍب آلبنت (02:45 ص) 

p.a :*: ok

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look.. ya ama ana a3rf amathil ya ama uhou ghbi .. and i think its number 2 =))

i called omneya .. 

omneya: aloo ha shswety bashry!!

me: khla9 giltlah inch btmouten w 6la3 ghbi w 9adag :p

omneya: kaaak chthaaabaa

me *laughing* : ha 3yl sh3balich ana shwya  sem3y swelich email yded 3shan 9ij mety y3ni 

omneya: eeh eeh afa 3laich

me: tra y7ibich

omneya : i know bs magdr shswi b3d ..

me: bra7tich hun , inzain yala bye *yawn*

- hmm kisar kha6ry a7med shwy! shwy like nitfa !

Chapter six.

http://ask.fm/loveyoustill any questions?
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I can make everyone believe that I don't love you . But I find it so difficult to convince myself that it's true.. Do you guys know that feeling? When you love someone so much that you can't let go? Well, I hope ina m7d fekum y7es bhal sh3our .. ever.
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I woke up the next day @3 pm , our lunch was machbous deyay yaaay :D

I finishes eating and called omneya my friend.

Jawan: hallaa hallaa

Omneya: hala bl gaa63a!

Jawan: mu ga63a inty mates2elen!! Ka dgait al7en ana 3ad:p

Omneya: inzain chub shlounich?? Shakhbarich?

Jawan: tmaam el7emdellah w inty?

Omneya: zaina el7mdellah.
I heard someone talking to her "Mnu ga3da tklmen" the voice said.
Omneya: ga3da a7achy jawan shtabi 6lal?
6lal: oohh 9deeqtyy 36eni yaha!! .. Aloo hala 9deqty!

Jawan: hallaa b9deeqyy!! Shlounik bu 6elli? Isaid in a funny way

6lal: ana zain !! Yal faqma shd3wa 9arlich isbou3 ga63a 3anna matdgen matyen 3endina!
- omneya is my friend mn 6 years so elmeyana m3aha w m3 her family 6ay7a;p

Jawan*while giggling*: shnu faqma , khou ikhtik matdg 3lai shthanbi ana ya 9deeqy.

6lal: inzain hl mara sma7! Hach leslega tbi tklmich

Omneya said in a loud voice: ANA SLEEEGAA!! Mashy 6lal !

6lal: la khla9 yala bye yam3wda.

 Jawan: haha yala 36ni yaha!

Omneya: 6lalo hatha yfashil!!

Jawan: laa 7ram 9deqi wallah he's funny ::

Omneya: 6al b3ainah ..

Jawan: inzain sha7walich sheldenya fech

Omneya: I broke up with a7med!

Jawan: LAISH  LAISH FAJA'A :|?

Omneya: bs mabeh!

Jawan: faja'a matbenah ? I thought you loved him!

Omneya: eeh bs a7isah yahil!

Jawan: a7san latklmen 3shan mat9eren madry shloun..

Omneya: 9ert w khala9t, jawan lat9eren mithly .

Jawan: haw shloun mthlich?

Omneya: ana mn youm ma ana shghera w ahali mkhleni 3la kaifi, w 3yal iblees wayd , lma wa7d kesar galby gimt aklm wayd 3shan ansa w 9ar 3endi ways rabi3 9byan w shwya bnat , mabech tamshen bhal 6rej dery balich w etha wa7d galich 7awl ygi9 3laich 9ery ash6ar menah!

Jawan: agoooul? Ana wyhi wyh 7ub? 7bebty ana etha shift movie romance ag3ad ath7ak lw aklm wa7id behedni mn awl isbou3 =))

Omneya: hmm , inzain sh3ndich hl ayam

Jawan: walah maku msn w a6la3 , magimt asoulf bl group la3t chabdi bs asoulf m3 wa7d ismah jassim ely awl swaitlah add

Omneya: hatha nafseya!

Jawan: eeh adry bs mu 3lai ana :p

Omneya: 3shtw mnu inty bs

Jawan: ana jawan el7lwa elamoura :p

Omneya: qa9dich elzifta elmghroura?

Jawan: ya 7maaaraa ana mghroura??

Omneya: la mn gal mghroura:p

Jawan: aya shalba :o

- and we kept chatting about random stuffmostly about jassim =))  . After an hour we hung up.
I took a shower and changed my clothes getting ready to go out .. I went to the avenues to buy some clothes with farrah my cousin..

I love shopping! I know that this will sound silly but I love the feeling of wasting money , I love expressing my self with my outfit .. The color I'm wearing .. The way I'm wearing it .. It shows my feelings and my mood..
Anyways,
As we finished shopping we sat in pinkberry .

Me: shmfakra tswen ley khla9ty jam3a?

Farrah: hmm ashtghl ib maktab

Me: inzain laish matft7enlich maktab bru7ich? Bs ishtaghly 3-5 years ib maktab b3dain lma y9er 3ndich m3arif ft7y ur own!

Farrah: wallah ham fekra inshallah nshof , w inty ley tkharajty shnawya tdshen?

Me: ABI ADRIS BARRA!!!!

Farrah: mashallah ubouch bekhalich?

Me: eeh ubouy rathi :p oo 7ta ley khla9t jam3a abi akaml akaml akaml nonstop mabi akhli sh'hada el a w makhthat'ha:p 7ita lw y7a9ely matzwj!

Farrah: qaweya matben tetzwjain matben 3yal?

Me: akrah elyhal asasn -_- khsusan eljeyaker .. Y3ni elly mthlich inty lma kinty sghera

Farrah while giggling : 7marra ana a3lmich al7en akhlech hni w arid elbait

Me while laughing hard: la la yam3awda khla9 atoub =))
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